More School </3

Not been on here for awhile, Wanna say Hi to Lisa (; Tattletail hehe <3 Nice to know theres people that care ^_^ Well Mummys gonna be in Canada for a week I think Not as fun as it sounds, have to make my own food now Hehe We’ll miss her thooe =D And she better read this when she gets there hehe. Well happiness for everyone didn’t last very long, a few days at most :/ It’s all pretty crap as usual, ah well, we’ll get over it ;]

Yesterday was fun. God he looks sooo cute when he smiles (: Hehe spent the majority of the day hugging him cuz he just looked so frickin cute :3 Then talking about it with Lucas, GOD I HATE YOU SO MUCH >.< Banging my head against the wall, jus cuz I love everything about him :/ And when we saw him cry, bless him it was heart melting. MEH! And it’s still eating at me that theres nothing I can do about it, Seriously if anyone has any ideas, HELP ME HERE! I love every little thing about him, but he sees me as a sister, nothing more, cant get over him, liked him since like a week after i met him, still remember the first time i kissed him like it was yesterday :/ Heh, wish it was yesterday -.- Stupid bitch keeps trying to steal him away >.< He’s not getting back with her, i wont let him, he’s not going through all that pain for her, not again. He’s been crying in my arms over her too many times. God knows how much it kills me everytime.

Random Note – Fehmida: It took you a long time to get that out Me:Thats what she said! <3

Anyway, I probably shouldnt be complaining, I know my life aint as bad as it could be, just venting really, i really like him, he probably still likes her, she doesnt like him as much as she puts out to be, she just wants friends, and I still need to revise BADLY, so i’ll probably jump on Samlearning or that P.E one if i can remember all the crap for it. Got 20 mins of nothing to do, as usual.

 Nothing else to say really, Gotta look after Daddy and Nate since mummys gone hehe, there gonna starve, DONT FORGET TO FEED THE CAT too. Lots to do aint there >.< Its a wonder how Mum does it lol. Well guess i’ll attempt to get something done. Beat Zahras score on the Helicopter game again ;D Goodbye <3 xx.

School </3

The closest I can get to updating something on facebook at school Yay for good moods, wasn’t happy in the morning for some reason, woke up at like 4 again and wanted ice cream, but i stayed in bed instead I LOVE MY MARCAHH AND HES HAPPY YAAAAAAAY!! <333 Nothing much else to say, nothing to do, got 2 hours and 20 minutes of stupid science whore, probably more thinking to do.

Been looking through wikipedia, found out that the person who voices Leela in Futurama plays Spinellis Mom in Recces =D And C.J From 8 Simple Rules voices Sparx in one of the Spyro games Learning things in ict and playing random helicopter games that i’m beating Zahra and Mandy at =D Ciao <3.

They’ll See Your Fire Through The Dark Night Sky

Well hey. Dramatic few days really. I hate to see him upset, i was nearly in tears watching him like that. Stupid suicidal emo cow. Everyones said he’d be better off wi me, but lifes shizzle like that. Then you die, then your reincarnated so you can experience the shitness of life over and over again. Been doing that thing were i think more than i should do. Got it through my head i’m never gonna get with him, and no mater what its gonna kill me everytime he gets with someone else. But theres not much i can do about it, i can’t get over him, if i could i would of done it by now right. its been almost a year since i known him, and i’ve liked him the whole time. More thinking, i was annoying him like i usually do nd he hit me like he usually does, just play fighting, but he hit me like he meant it, and it brought back so many memories…..he hit me like He used to :/ i could barely hug him after that, i was seeing Him in that one perfect boy…it killed me a bit more. More thinking after that, i’m a complete whore! I’ve ‘been’ with like 5 of the guys i hang round with,nd i was only with like 2 of thm >.< I get treated like a whore, everyones always hitting me n shit, i know i’m a thinker, i dont show it cause they dont get it and they’ll call me stupid and they’ll ignore me whenever i’m in a thinking mood, which is most of the time. :/Nothing ever works out does it?

In other thinking moods, religion contradicts itself so much. Even more in the same religions, when you think about it, hardly any of the religions are probably all entirely right, theres too many differences in the same religion, it doesn’t really make much sence. Also, if everyone thought about every single thing they said and when + who they said it to, the world would be lacking in emotionally deppressed people.

So, today was prettycool, stupid emo bitch tried getting sympathy vote telling everyone she tried to kill herself, clearly bullshit, pretty much told hr i didnt care what sh did to herelf, its nothing to do with me. Luke turned round and told he she deserved it though lmao it was amazing tbh.

Spent the rest of the day with Luke and Josh, just chillin really, then got in, got th ben and jerrys and now watching scary movie 3, good film, shall be off to bed after.

Reading this awesome book too, probably say something about that next time i get round to blogging, lifes shit, but i love you (: Byeee.

Let Me Burn In Damnating Hellfires

One of those days again. I never thought I could hate someone as much as i hate her entire existance. Why is she so selfish? Selfish little cow who doesn’t and never will appreciate what she has, because he tries so much more than she ever has done, just to keep her, ITS STUPID! He’d be so much better with me. He wouldn’t get all the trouble he does now, he’d be happy, he wouldn’t have her annoying little face there telling him how crap he is at everything, how he can’t do anything right. I’m always there just to pick up the peices, to try make him feel okay again. I don’t know how long i’ve wanted to turn around and scream in his face that it’s his fault. He’s the reason why i’m hardly ever happy, the only times i am, is when i get just a moment in his arms.He’s the reason theres always scars on my wrists, his pain is my pain. he’s the reason I nearly jumped in front of a bus today, I need him more than he’ll ever realise. he’s the reason i try to look good every single day. he’s the reason i’ll be late to a lesson just to see him for two more minutes a day. He’s the reason i’m home late, cause I just want that extra moment with him, because it makes me feel whole again. He’s the reason I wake up at stupid times thinking about him, not sleeping again for the rest of the day, then trying to see him again before i have to go to school. It’s all his fault, and yet I love him more than anyone can understand. This is like the most i’ve just wrote off the top of my head. Thinking about it, I do a lot for him, and he doesn’t do much for me. It wont change how i feel, but I wish he knew how much he does to me, just by holding her hand, i can’t look at them, It should be me. It’l never be me. If i told him any of this no doubt he’d hate me :/ I can never win anymore. Just one person, that’s all i want. One boy who wasn’t like that one i wont speak of. he’s actually perfect, just let me have him, please…

Let the Flames Begin.

Good morning (: Pretty good mood today to be honest, feeling alot better ^_^ Due to certain circumstances, and having nothing better to do, gonna talk to myself on here for a bit

Well, schools shit as usual, off into town tomorrow methinks, Birthday on Monday, wanna go to Halifax and buy a really big giraffe =] Been reading up on Wiccans, still pretty interesting, so I think i’ll give that a shot. if all else fails, I’ve still got Satanism to creep people out with

Politics, Its all gone bullshit to be honest, no matter whos in charge, the countrys in a shitload of debt and random people in parliament aren’t going to fix that over the next few weeks >.< Yeah, i’m in one of those moods where everything annoys me. Like people walking directly in front of you, or directly behind you. Jesus some people know how to piss me off.

Getting bored of being covered in bruises and cuts. Something needs to change, but I don’t know how yet, stuff shall be thought of. [Personal Note: First exam on the 16th, R.E - REVISE!] After all the ‘stress’ of GCSE’s are over, theoretically should have more time to concentrate on stuff. The story writing sounds like a good idea, get everything off my mind in writing, can tell I’m oh so British.

Random googling led me to finding out there are 26 different types of fork. Yeah, fork. Awesomes ;D. Frankie Boyle in November looking very promising, if its an over 18s thing, then sucks to be me ¬_¬ Really wanna see him live, he’s awesome!

Found an amazing new site http://theoatmeal.com HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! Destroys Twilight and talks about Punching Dolphins, Crappy Hugs and Zombie Apocalypses. You know I’m on this shit =]

Noticably, the rest of this week shall have titles related to fire, cuz fires cool, and for some reason fits my mood lately. Off to bed now, dunno whats happening tomorrow but fuck it, go with the flow (:

-Ciao.

Fires Cascade Through The Midnight Skies

Well, need to start committing to a blog lol. Exams soon, so schools attempting to care about education for a while, ain’t working much, bloody facists.

Lifes pretty cool atm, happy time for me, hating love as usual, cause theres stillnothing good about it.

So whats all this about elections dude, these high and mighty Illuminati shits want people who dont care, vote for people that aren’t gonna do what they say they are, bloody BNP are probably the most truthful out there to be honest.

Emotions are taking over again, might start writing stories again, tis something to do aint it? Drama going on atm, so a few posts on random feelings that destroy us bit by bit until we’re numb and waiting for the routine to begin again.

Ciao Bitches.

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